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Simple tips … Where have all your friends gone Part 2 of 3

12 Oct

There is so much no one knows about brain injury, but the basics are explained to the family.  They always give the worst case scenario!  Families are told “you will never be the same” … and they believe that!  This prognosis puts you under a microscope and every fault you have at the forefront.

Families and friends are exhausted and begin focusing on all the negatives.  They aren’t looking at the leaps and bounds you’ve made over time.  They are simply drained of their emotional energy.

They continue to compare you “before injury” and “after injury”.   Is the problem yours?  Is the problem theirs?  As though no one else has faults! Now you have all the faults from the “before injury” compounded by all the faults “after injury, including everything someone else says about you.

Friends

Friends (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

You become the problem regardless of how well you do!  It’s a fact … no one believes you because you have a brain injury or an old brain injury. Now you’ve become vulnerable and are a stomping ground and target for blame.

What’s happening?

  • Worse-case scenario
  • Actions and reactions are under a microscope
  • Friends are exhausted
  • Friends focus on negatives
  • Friends are drained of emotional energy and physical energy has taken toll
  • Friends compare “before” and “after” injury YOU
  • All faults become yours

 It takes commitment and true love to endure this for the spouses who stay around!  Some spouses remain dependent on the injured placing more stress on them. Those survivors are expected to recover and continue as they have regardless of their personal struggle. Because they are dependent on you they may be providing your healthcare professionals a different picture then exists.  It’s their reality, and your reality may be quite different. Is your reality important? When was the last time anyone sincerely listened to you?

Who’s listening?

  • Does anyone hear us?
  • Who’s reality is it anyway?  Yours or Ours?  Yours doesn’t matter! YES,  IT DOES!
  • Are you listening?

Who listens to the brain injured survivor anyway?  You will find that whatever you have to say is ignored, especially if a loved one is giving a different account as to how successful you are becoming.  This is a frightening thought, but very true!

Initially, your friend includes you in things. They call and you can’t talk on the telephone.  You are invited to events but you never show up. You struggle to find yourself.  Your friends struggles to understand you.  Your family doesn’t give you telephone messages.  You don’t remember to call.  It’s a vicious cycle.

Friends

  • Call you. You can’t talk.
  • Invite you.  You don’t attend.
  • Comparison – Before Injury versus After Injury.
  • Can’t deal with changes.
  • Creates anxiety.
  • Depression sets in.
  • Depleted of energy.
  • Don’t know how to help.
  • Can’t deal with their own problems.
  • Don’t know how to deal with your problems.
  • Don’t know what to say or how to say it.
  • Don’t know when to invite and when not to invite.
  • Don’t know when to call you or when not to call.
  • Don’t know where to go with you or how to get there.
  • Helplessness sets in.
  • HOPE is what friends always keep. It’s all confusing to friends too, but in a very different way.

What is happening now?

  • You are frustrated with your problems.  They are frustrated with your situation.
  • You are overwhelmed with existing.  They are overwhelmed with situation they can’t and want to change.
With a Little Help from My Friends

With a Little Help from My Friends (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

You are surrounded by family and some friends.  Friends only know what the families tell them.  They are left out in the healthcare settings.  It’s as though their relationships were meaningless.  Negative treatment toward friends begin in the healthcare system.  They may be treated as though they aren’t important.

Family and friends are discouraged from “hanging in there”.  It becomes a financial decision in many cases. Divorces are encouraged. New relationships fall apart quickly.  Old relationships fall apart because they are left-out and feel “helpless” or “hopeless”.  Exclusion begins early after injury.  HIPAA is an excuse to exclude “friends”, but yet it includes “family” that should not be included!

Biological relationships are not always the best relationships for the patient.  Parents are not always the best relative, just as the spouse may not be.  Best friends are frequently the best choice.  Our healthcare does not give the same respect to “friends” as they do “families”.  Friends are excluded.  Friends cannot visit in many intensive care units.

When you hear the comments “I could have left you”, remember it’s a two way street.  “You could have left them”.  Don’t take this verbal abuse from anyone, at anytime!

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5 responses to “Simple tips … Where have all your friends gone Part 2 of 3

  1. Three Well Beings

    October 12, 2012 at 10:48 pm

    I get such insight from you, Edie. It is sometimes so difficult to have my long-distance phone calls with my wonderful lifelong friend. Her TBI occurred exactly one year ago. And communicating with her now is so much improved from where we were 9 months ago, but it is such a challenge at times. The challenge is being authentic with her, providing the conversational prompts she asks me for, and at the same time not growing impatient when she gets frustrated and I’m on the other end. We are not blood relatives, but she is my sister and I love her. I really appreciate what you share, Edie. You give me insight I can’t completely get from my friend. For many reasons…Debra

     
    • brain injury self rehabilitation (BISR)

      October 14, 2012 at 6:00 pm

      Debra, It sounds like you are so patient. I’m happy I can offer different perspective for those who are just traveling this difficult journey. Everyone needs a sister and friend like you. It’s especially difficult if most of the communication is via telephone. Never take any comments from your friend personally. Even though comments can sound like personal attacks, they are not! It’s purely frustration or possibly a misuse of words. It might sound like one thing, but could have meant something totally different. That’s the difficult one! Let me know if you have any additional tips to offer. Take care and stay safe, Edie

       
  2. buckwheatsrisk

    October 12, 2012 at 11:26 pm

    What an educational post i learned a lot i never would have thought of. i’m sorry for what you have been through, i can’t imagine how hard it would be for you xo

     
    • brain injury self rehabilitation (BISR)

      October 14, 2012 at 5:44 pm

      I’m hopeful this is thought provoking to help others along their journey in life.

       
      • buckwheatsrisk

        October 14, 2012 at 5:52 pm

        well it was to me! keep doing what you’re doing this is very good stuff, we all need to be aware of! xo

         

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